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The Words That Arose
By Garren Novak

They take my picture with a flash that glows
Shedding light on the blood on my clothes
I don't regret the card I have played
For I have tried the rest of the game

I've  tried second chances, I've tried apologies
I've tried helping our chemistry methodically
But as sad as could be the deed is done
No more games, and no more fun

I come home another late night
To see a sight that lead to fright
There was clothes on the staircase
Some by my feet

The kitchen was dirty
No floors were sweeped
For weeks on end it occurred to me
She never cleaned, she just felt the need

To fuck and to fuck again and again
With an old colleague, an old friend
I opened the door, gun in my hand
To see her naked with another man

I grin and stare, aiming at his head
I pulled the trigger, assuring he was dead
She screamed and ran but couldn't get away
I shot her in the leg to assure she would stay

I fired and fired until the gun went click
The story I tell I hope is gonna stick
35 bullets enter her head
I continued firing to assure she was dead

I called 911 to tell of the tale
they show up at no prevail
They cuffed me they did and threw me in
The jail cell riddled with cracks and sin

A thug, a rapist, and murderer too
I will like it here, as long as I choose
A good lawyer that will help me win
As they too are good with sin

Justice they fight for the ones that sin
The ones that share the evil grin
So now today the lawyer chose
The words he used

The words that arose
The ones that helped me win that day
Spending weeks in an asylum
Sleeping the sickness away

Soon ill leave and be very clean
Hopefully very prosperous and also very lean
But soon it was the verdict that had arose
That gives me my blood all over my clothes.
The Words That Arose
My newest poem made on a whim.
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The Image of Our Perfect World (Edit) by GmannyTheAnimator
The Image of Our Perfect World (Edit)
One of the entries that will be entered into the YouTube slideshow of "The Image of Our Perfect World". I did this one on GIMP and it took me 15 mins to pick the right filters.
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The Image of Our Perfect World by GmannyTheAnimator
The Image of Our Perfect World
Get the idea.

By the way, if anyone wants to color this ink sketch, and send it to me, If I get enough entries, I will enter all of them into a youtube slideshow collage.
Send them to my email at Chrishasajillsandwich@gmail.com if you want to enter. Only 35 pics will be able to fit, get your spot now!

Outlining by :icongabrielnovakstudios:, rest of the ink work by me.
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  • Mood: Sorrow
  • Listening to: A bunch of different songs.
  • Reading: Other things
  • Watching: Clarence (because it came on TV)
  • Playing: Spec Ops: The Line and The Sims 2
  • Eating: Nothing yet.
  • Drinking: Coffee
Hey guys, it's me Garren Novak, and I am here to give you the latest in my life. Well to start, I went to my friend's birthday party, on the 20th of July I recall. We went to the Santa Fe Bowling Alley, and we bowled for awhile, it was a ton of fun. We then went to the buffet and shockingly, I barely ate anything, idk just something in my stomach didn't feel right. I sat at the table and hung out with my friend's dad and such and everyone at the table, until it hit 7:30, which was around the time for my mom to come by the Santa Fe and bring us the card for our friend with the money slipped inside of it. We then signed the card, and gave it to our friend. She had a great time that day, as did we. A matter of fact, it was one of the happiest days of my life, I recall now.

The next morning.

I woke up and got on the computer to talk to my friend, the same from the party. We started talking until she had to go to summer school, then I layed back down. The time was 9:00, and I drifted on to sleep when I woke up to my aunt knocking on the door.
"Garren, wake up, your mother has been calling you repeatedly." I woke up and started towards the home phone.
I picked up the home phone, dialed the digits, and she didn't pick up. I sat the home phone down for a second and then I heard a ring.
"Hey Mom, what's up?" I asked, still a bit groggy from the lack of sleep.
It was my older brother, it sounded like he had been crying, I didn't know why though. "Just hand the phone to auntie."
so I did.
I then saw my aunt answering two phones, the other phone being her fiancée, trying to answer both correctly. My aunt got off the phone, and started to cry intensively. I didn't know what happened, but then my mind tried to piece it together. My mom was dead. She died of cardiac arrest brought on by suffocation, they think it was sleep apnea. She died in her sleep, the way she always wanted to go.

The rest of that week, we made preparations for a service. That included getting dress clothes, getting the kids dress clothes, making the playlist of songs she loved.
On the 2nd of August, 2014, we had her service. It was a beautiful service, with music, pictures of our mom, and a service with several speeches that my mom's close friends gave. We also went to the viewing, and her children, us, were the pall bearers of her casket. We lifted her in the hearse, went to the luncheon, and eventually went to my close friend's house. It was a very hard day, but I am appreciative that I was able to see her one last time, and it was an honor to be her pall bearer. Just goes to show, just when the finest fruits of life come, a storm has to over water the tree and kill it. Next time I have the happiest day, I will expect something to happen. This was Garren Novak, and this is the latest news of my life.
When I wake up and smell the coffee, the past haunts me.

Like the chill of cold winter, death creeps on us all, stalking and sitting at the edge of the table. Slowly, the table starts to turn, and he gets closer.

The closer he gets, the brighter the light at the table gets, when the light of your life gets the brightest it could get, death shakes your hand.

You have no choice now but to go with the punches of death, and slip into the big sleep.

It is a continuous pattern, the better your life is, the closer to death you get.

Is it fate playing with your heart strings?

You will never know, until you soon fall into the slumber of death.

The 21st of July, my mother passed.

She passed in her sleep, the way she always wanted to go, right when opportunities were opening in her life.

The day before I recall, she picked me and my brothers up from a friend's birthday party, she was the happiest I have seen her in a while and she made me smile as well.

But cruel fate really played with our heart strings on this one, after such a great day, death shook her hand.

But I can smile knowing she is in a better place, and she is always with us, and once death shakes my hand soon, I will see her again.

Maybe we all die at our biggest peak, because after all, at the tallest peak of a mountain comes the highest winds, those winds sweeping you off of the mountains of life and onto the grounds of eternal life.

For now, I got the memories to keep my light shining bright, and when it gets very bright, I will cherish my last moments knowing I will be closer to shaking death's hand and one step closer to sleeping the slumber of forever.

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The only show I watch on CN anymore is Adventure Time, next to Tom and Jerry, and Looney Tunes, but fuck the looney tunes show.. it is just mainstream
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  • Mood: Sorrow
  • Listening to: A bunch of different songs.
  • Reading: Other things
  • Watching: Clarence (because it came on TV)
  • Playing: Spec Ops: The Line and The Sims 2
  • Eating: Nothing yet.
  • Drinking: Coffee
Hey guys, it's me Garren Novak, and I am here to give you the latest in my life. Well to start, I went to my friend's birthday party, on the 20th of July I recall. We went to the Santa Fe Bowling Alley, and we bowled for awhile, it was a ton of fun. We then went to the buffet and shockingly, I barely ate anything, idk just something in my stomach didn't feel right. I sat at the table and hung out with my friend's dad and such and everyone at the table, until it hit 7:30, which was around the time for my mom to come by the Santa Fe and bring us the card for our friend with the money slipped inside of it. We then signed the card, and gave it to our friend. She had a great time that day, as did we. A matter of fact, it was one of the happiest days of my life, I recall now.

The next morning.

I woke up and got on the computer to talk to my friend, the same from the party. We started talking until she had to go to summer school, then I layed back down. The time was 9:00, and I drifted on to sleep when I woke up to my aunt knocking on the door.
"Garren, wake up, your mother has been calling you repeatedly." I woke up and started towards the home phone.
I picked up the home phone, dialed the digits, and she didn't pick up. I sat the home phone down for a second and then I heard a ring.
"Hey Mom, what's up?" I asked, still a bit groggy from the lack of sleep.
It was my older brother, it sounded like he had been crying, I didn't know why though. "Just hand the phone to auntie."
so I did.
I then saw my aunt answering two phones, the other phone being her fiancée, trying to answer both correctly. My aunt got off the phone, and started to cry intensively. I didn't know what happened, but then my mind tried to piece it together. My mom was dead. She died of cardiac arrest brought on by suffocation, they think it was sleep apnea. She died in her sleep, the way she always wanted to go.

The rest of that week, we made preparations for a service. That included getting dress clothes, getting the kids dress clothes, making the playlist of songs she loved.
On the 2nd of August, 2014, we had her service. It was a beautiful service, with music, pictures of our mom, and a service with several speeches that my mom's close friends gave. We also went to the viewing, and her children, us, were the pall bearers of her casket. We lifted her in the hearse, went to the luncheon, and eventually went to my close friend's house. It was a very hard day, but I am appreciative that I was able to see her one last time, and it was an honor to be her pall bearer. Just goes to show, just when the finest fruits of life come, a storm has to over water the tree and kill it. Next time I have the happiest day, I will expect something to happen. This was Garren Novak, and this is the latest news of my life.

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Hello. You may not know me but, I'm Conner and I'd like you to view this for me plz: thatcube1991.deviantart.com/ar…
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Thank you!
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Happy Birthday! presents --> www.youtube.com/watch?v=niQ0LV…
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GmannyTheAnimator Featured By Owner Apr 10, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks a lot! :D
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Hey buddy c: 
How're you c:?
I havent really talked to you in a long time cx
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GmannyTheAnimator Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Ok :( haven't rly been on DA anymore tht much
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AlexSohma Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
:c 
Can you text me?
Im sorry to hear that
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Give me ur number again and I will
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Thanks for the fav!
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